He probably wouldn't agree with that assessment, but I'm working on that. [Fern's self-loathing is worse than his own, most days.]

...But yeah, we can save that for another time. I'm not quite there yet.

[He's not ready to think about the good in him, not just yet, not after all the destruction he's caused.]

I know, I know. It's waiting it out. I'll get some rest, work it out from there.