Hey, Rubes. It's Em. I just wanted to say something here because I know I've kind of been... not around a lot lately. I spent a lot of time thinking about the right thing to do with everyone and I still don't know if I chose right, but I guess it's too late now. But I think it's because of you that I chose to do anything at all.
We can't take back anything that's happened, and we have to live with the consequences of it all for the rest of our lives. But because of everything you taught me, I'm okay with the rest of my life taking a long, long time to get here.
This sounds stupid and sappy and I'm not gonna apologize for that. It also probably sounds a little scary? Like I'm about to leave or something. But I'm not doing that. I'm not going to cut and run when I don't know what's going to happen next. I have a family here, I have a wife here. And we've gone through some problems, but it's because of you that I actually know how to handle them now. So, um.
I guess what I'm saying is thank you. From the bottom of my heart. I never thought a year ago I would be saying this to anyone, much less you, Ruby Rose. My sister.
Love you always.
Also I think I finally realized I was crushing on your sister for a while in the middle there but don't tell anyone that part.
text, early june; un: lamplight
It's Em.
I just wanted to say something here because I know I've kind of been... not around a lot lately.
I spent a lot of time thinking about the right thing to do with everyone and I still don't know if I chose right, but I guess it's too late now.
But I think it's because of you that I chose to do anything at all.
We can't take back anything that's happened, and we have to live with the consequences of it all for the rest of our lives.
But because of everything you taught me, I'm okay with the rest of my life taking a long, long time to get here.
This sounds stupid and sappy and I'm not gonna apologize for that. It also probably sounds a little scary?
Like I'm about to leave or something.
But I'm not doing that. I'm not going to cut and run when I don't know what's going to happen next.
I have a family here, I have a wife here. And we've gone through some problems, but it's because of you that I actually know how to handle them now.
So, um.
I guess what I'm saying is thank you. From the bottom of my heart.
I never thought a year ago I would be saying this to anyone, much less you, Ruby Rose.
My sister.
Love you always.
Also I think I finally realized I was crushing on your sister for a while in the middle there but don't tell anyone that part.