[It's hard to say whether it hurts more to hear it, either way she just curls in harder on herself.]

Because I didn't take what was happening to either of you seriously enough.
Because I couldn't save you from you dying.
Because I couldn't get away from her after she warned me to avoid her this month.
I couldn't stop her from dying either.
It all boils back down to I couldn't do anything for anyone.

[Gosh it didn't make her feel any better to say it out loud. If just compounded how miserable it made her feel.]

I didn't mean to-

[She didn't want to live with the image of either of them dying either. To feel responsible in some shape or form for what happened to them, but here she was.]

I was... I was going to... I just needed a little time.

I'm sorry.

I'm just so sorry.

I was so close...

I messed everything up so bad.