[She had done a poor job keeping herself quiet the last time around, this time was no better if not worse. She can't hide a few muffled sobs as she tries to hold back just outright breaking down here.]

...I made a promise to you both.

I made it my job to...

[It hits her like a ton of bricks that she couldn't be expected to just make everything right. There isn't much wind left in her sails to take out they're motionless now.]

But-
I-
I didn't want you to die.
I had to do something.

[She doesn't really have a counter to it. He had pegged really well there. There's a sigh and she slowly moves to sit herself up on the bed.]

Okay.

I love you too.

I'm sorry, I should have told you right away. It's just been so hard.