[She's fine with the moment of silence. It gives her a chance to try and pull herself together. She fails miserably at it but that's just feels like the theme of the month for her at this point.]

No, no, no.

[Gosh. It's a good thing she's kind of used to the both of them missing some sort of mark at this point.]

I - I woke up.
Yesterday.
For the first time since-

[Since she died. It was still hard to think about.]

-I got your letter.
-And you said you'd understand if-
And that's not what I wanted... I just focused on that.