She's where I was, and I'm kind of sorry you get to deal with all of this from us. But you were at the center of both our problems, just like Cinder was, and I think you know that. She feels like she's backslid and could backslide anyday and she doesn't want that. It's hard for her to know that this was almost certainly some kind of fucking curse. So she's going to be gunshy for a while, which is probably good.
Take your time with it, and contact her when you're ok doing so. I'm pretty sure she'd be gutpunched but she'd be grateful to hear. I won't expect it soon, all things considered.
Yeah... Well I don't envy either of you for having home stuff pull you into things like this either. It's not right. Yeah. I know where I fit into all this along with Cinder. I don't plan on forgetting about those connections at home as much as I don't want them to rule us. She's been trying so hard to be free from all that. I'm not too surprised she feels that way. Just take care of her and she can take her time to get back on her feet.
I'll do just that. Once I'm ready. I'll try not to leave her hanging too long, but I do need some time too.
Thanks, I appreciate it a lot. Let's try not to let this change what we've been working toward here.
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But you were at the center of both our problems, just like Cinder was, and I think you know that.
She feels like she's backslid and could backslide anyday and she doesn't want that.
It's hard for her to know that this was almost certainly some kind of fucking curse.
So she's going to be gunshy for a while, which is probably good.
Take your time with it, and contact her when you're ok doing so.
I'm pretty sure she'd be gutpunched but she'd be grateful to hear.
I won't expect it soon, all things considered.
I figured someone needed to contact you.
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Yeah. I know where I fit into all this along with Cinder.
I don't plan on forgetting about those connections at home as much as I don't want them to rule us.
She's been trying so hard to be free from all that. I'm not too surprised she feels that way.
Just take care of her and she can take her time to get back on her feet.
I'll do just that.
Once I'm ready.
I'll try not to leave her hanging too long,
but I do need some time too.
Thanks, I appreciate it a lot.
Let's try not to let this change what we've been working toward here.
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And agreed. We've come too far for that.
Get some rest, Red.